time went by like the wind, superbly fast that i ever imagined. it's december all over again. december, the month of holidays, festive seasons and joy, but also the month of reminiscing for me. today, i looked back. looked back to the past, one of the happiest moment of my life, slowly counting the days waiting for it to be the seventeenth again just to get a long sweet message from him on facebook or on my phone. or even a call from him. its the little things he does for me, that makes my life so meaningful to look forward to :)
they're so sweet isn't it? :) totally made my day today as i read it, as a tear rolled down my cheek. those tears of joy, priceless. don't get me wrong, i still do count the days but at times i just miss the past so much wishing i could have kept it in a jar, so that it'll stay there forever. time passes by, people change, feelings change. many things happen, but to me, my feelings for him, never once changed. never once i could ever think or even picture myself living without him. that one guy, that i fell in love with since the 17th of April 2010, the first day he saw me at Guess, was the day everything changed. we went out on dates, movies, we made out, did crazy stuffs together, spent days, almost everyday by each others side, never once apart. those days i will never forget :) i love him, i love him despite of what others tell me, or even no matter how much he hurt me. i do love him from the bottom of my heart, and i miss the way we were :)
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